Missed my time

It’s been almost 10 months since I got my very first job. So many things have changed since then. First day when I came to office I was excited like a child who has just finished his homework and about to leave for play. Within next 5 days I knew that this game is not as simple as hide n seek and to make things worse there were no “good lookin girls” around, well I shouldn’t say that coz being a pathetic introvert I am I should not use these kinda words.

But I was not like this always, in school days when a boy starts taking interest in girls i.e. in 7th – 8th standard, I was studying hard to pass out with good marks. Mom always said “yahi time hai, padh loge to kuchh ban jaaoge zindagi main” and since we were not financially strong enough so I also thought that this is not the time to have all the MASTI in life, but still there was one crush I had which I’m not goin to discuss right now. So ultimately thought came “Abhi padh lete hai, aish college main karenge”.

Then came college time n thanks to me that after spending a hell lot of time in studying I landed up in one of the worst college in the Univ. I repent for those four years, everywhere you can see ppl fighting for nothing n some bloody assholes always lookin for a favor from you. I never made any good friend in college (God I missed my school days so much at that time). Since there was no spice in life so studying was the only option moreover pressure from parents also forces you to start moving in the right direction to shape up ur career. Then came the same old bloody thought “Abhi career bana lete hai, aish to job ke baad hoti rahegi”.

And now its me working for the past 10 months with no girls, no games, no roaming around, no fun and moreover no time left now.

Missing all u friends, I wish I can get my old time back.