I remember those days when i was going for my tution classes and met a girl. She was so simple that her simplicity cannot be explained in words. I always wanted to express myself to her but i guess i was not having those iron balls. Well i'm going to write it is some kinda Poem. I know i realy suck in this but its just a try.
yaad hai woh din jab main naalayak hua karta tha,
8th class mein bhi tutions jaaya karta tha.
badi mushkil se kari pass woh class ro ro ke,
Sochta tha kaise banaunga apna naam bade hoke.
yahi sochne mein khoya tha ek din tution mein,
ki tabhi mam boli yeh hai ek nayi student hamare group mein.
dekhne mein thi woh seedhi si ya Doosre shabdo mein "SIMPLE",
yaad nahi ab par shayad jab woh hasti to gaalo mein padta tha DIMPLE.
kuchh to tha usmein aisa jo aaj tak nahi aaya mujhe samajh,
yahi soch raha tha us din chhod padhayi, mein nasamajh.
din beet-te jaa rahe the, usse baat nahi kar paa raha tha mein pagla,
Par haan padhayi mein bhi maza aa raha tha,
kyoki ab hum dono mein competition ho raha tha Tagda.
Din beete, beeta saal mere man mein ab bhi uth raha tha ek sawaal,
Kya tha usmein jo tha itna saada,
Shayad is sawaal ka jawaab na tha seedha saadha.
Uski Dosti ko meine kuchh aur hi samajh liya,
aaj sochta hoon to hairaan hota hoon ki meine aisa kaise Samajh liya.
AAJ ho gaye, ho gaye hai is baat ko poore 9 saal,
keh na paaya mein nalayak aaj tak usse apne dil ki baat.
Par man mein aaj bhi hai wohi sawaal ki "aisi kya thi usmein baat?".
Galtiyon ke liye maafi
Friday, December 15, 2006
Monday, November 06, 2006
Missed my time
It’s been almost 10 months since I got my very first job. So many things have changed since then. First day when I came to office I was excited like a child who has just finished his homework and about to leave for play. Within next 5 days I knew that this game is not as simple as hide n seek and to make things worse there were no “good lookin girls” around, well I shouldn’t say that coz being a pathetic introvert I am I should not use these kinda words.
But I was not like this always, in school days when a boy starts taking interest in girls i.e. in 7th – 8th standard, I was studying hard to pass out with good marks. Mom always said “yahi time hai, padh loge to kuchh ban jaaoge zindagi main” and since we were not financially strong enough so I also thought that this is not the time to have all the MASTI in life, but still there was one crush I had which I’m not goin to discuss right now. So ultimately thought came “Abhi padh lete hai, aish college main karenge”.
Then came college time n thanks to me that after spending a hell lot of time in studying I landed up in one of the worst college in the Univ. I repent for those four years, everywhere you can see ppl fighting for nothing n some bloody assholes always lookin for a favor from you. I never made any good friend in college (God I missed my school days so much at that time). Since there was no spice in life so studying was the only option moreover pressure from parents also forces you to start moving in the right direction to shape up ur career. Then came the same old bloody thought “Abhi career bana lete hai, aish to job ke baad hoti rahegi”.
And now its me working for the past 10 months with no girls, no games, no roaming around, no fun and moreover no time left now.
Missing all u friends, I wish I can get my old time back.
But I was not like this always, in school days when a boy starts taking interest in girls i.e. in 7th – 8th standard, I was studying hard to pass out with good marks. Mom always said “yahi time hai, padh loge to kuchh ban jaaoge zindagi main” and since we were not financially strong enough so I also thought that this is not the time to have all the MASTI in life, but still there was one crush I had which I’m not goin to discuss right now. So ultimately thought came “Abhi padh lete hai, aish college main karenge”.
Then came college time n thanks to me that after spending a hell lot of time in studying I landed up in one of the worst college in the Univ. I repent for those four years, everywhere you can see ppl fighting for nothing n some bloody assholes always lookin for a favor from you. I never made any good friend in college (God I missed my school days so much at that time). Since there was no spice in life so studying was the only option moreover pressure from parents also forces you to start moving in the right direction to shape up ur career. Then came the same old bloody thought “Abhi career bana lete hai, aish to job ke baad hoti rahegi”.
And now its me working for the past 10 months with no girls, no games, no roaming around, no fun and moreover no time left now.
Missing all u friends, I wish I can get my old time back.
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